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Inner Conflict

by Organized Chaos

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Starise 01:25
‘’My poison words are  gonna patch up your broken dreams… I dictate a song of teeth attacking mouth, hand stabbing leg, Brother killing brother… We have gone too far… but still not far enough’’     I’m the pouring rain Washing your sins away A Shepherd to keep you all together I am a star to guide you in the gloomiest night A fire to keep you warm with in, so listen to my words I’m the grinding machine A wheel turning around your futile needs   With no compromise, there is no control, there is no restrictions, I take I take I take I take I take In this city shining with sin why should I stop, just remove the obstacle     So gimme, gimme, gimme more To give them, give them, give them more   More applause, more awards More drugs, clean whores A new war, Better bombs Faster cars , Bigger tombs A new modern world!   What shall I do to fill this void inside, that we call Life?
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Walking through water ‘’The hospital bed is my sanctuary, I no longer want to be a part of this world. The voice speaks to me, but I ignore it.’’ While I’m opening my eyes, I fear just what I might see. I’m wrapped to machines around, and to the machine that I’ve become As I scan my life, I can’t contemplate in this complicated world These tubes will produce more life juice then I ever will. I fell like I am Walking through the water and I wonder Can I Breath in without choking I’m not fit to play this game, Chance is a blank screen with one steady line when I have it all, I want more, When I have nothing I want nothing at all. If I’m praying then why can’t I just believe I feel like I am Walking through the water and I wonder Can I Breath in Without choking Let me out! Why can’t it all be the way I want to? Suffocating by my beliefs, I want to know Crucified on my bed Tubes are in my stigmas I’m lying here and I’m longing for the end Dispute the state I am in I’m still having good opinion about myself I don’t know why I shouldn’t go on when my mind is telling me that I can be Jesus and Judas and that is OK. When I can be no one, and I can be all, so Why can’t I be God ? Come one Breath in – It’s all right, Breath in - All is fine , Breath in - Don’t fall away, don’t look away, come to the light Breath in – there is nothing there, there is no one there, so come on and WAKE UP – dreamer WAKE UP – dreamer AWAKE! Come on AWAKE! everything will be all right Who are you to judge me? For all the colors of the world? NO Don’t fall away, don’t look away, come to the light there is nothing there, there is no one there, so come one I will find my own peace of awakening when I want to So hide your face and bleed for our sins in the corner I don’t know what you think you are, but I am so much more!
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We 05:30
We ‘’The Dark energy flows through life, unfeasible Attractive warm eyes are depths of passion Pulling you inside, taking the breath The black spring flooded into white Fulfilling every vein it runs Faster, and faster through the heart The heat is getting stronger now… It evaporates through the palms He is the voice… She is the skin… She could make the difference’’ All the things that I’ve become are driven from it’s confluence Wondering what would be if it had been The question is, should we answer? After separation, a part of me is absent with no hope of reuniting. A slight moment is enough to remember, to forget, a life time Still, I’m smiling and I’m trying to forget but, Every night the dream is the same The body is trembling The thoughts are too weak to realize, What happened A lonely white soul was watching around and found A dark spring Looking into it, as far as the eye can see The sameness in different And the light is spreading all over the body It fulfills the white pores The blood is warming up As the thoughts begin to burn In that game of shadows Black and white are stirred up Making grey Now the different is becoming the same Different is now grey Oh, how I fell you now I’m keeping you inside, so alive Keeping us grey
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The beginning of something beautiful ‘’She is like a soft ray, enlightening my life… my essence. No more deconstruction, no more grim nights… I am happy…’’ You are the sunshine Softly touching my face The beautiful smile caressing my heart The warmth of your embrace takes me here Now you are the dream, finally come to life I will love you I will be fateful I just want to see a sparkle in your eyes I just want to hold you in my arms
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My personal garden of sin ‘’…I am human!’’ I am human… waste Dive your peak into the rotten meat Grab your share and you are fine LET THE FEAST BEGIN! Pick up the blood from the pavement I’m sure it isn’t mine Again, I remember nothing The lips are fine, just a few stitches will be enough Come on baby, gimme some of that good stuff ‘’she said’’ Just a little money - yeah In the city Just a little money makes the world spinning around Singing on the roofs Under neon stars With a pair of wings and no urge to fly See the city shine, and I’m feeling fine As long as I’m burning within In my personal garden of sin COME ON MOTHERFUCKER! Sometimes I feel love Sometimes I feel like I’m floating in air when I’m with you Baby, how I love you so Singing on the roofs Under neon stars With a pair of wings and no urge to fly See the city shine, and I’m feeling fine As long as I’m burning within In my personal garden of sin Everybody shoot somebody Everybody shoot somebody c’mon shoot somebody c’mon Quiet! when I’m talking! All the night the Phone is ringing Life unbending Try Submitting To all the things that will make you come undone Maybe if I’ll just get a good night’s sleep, what pills should I take? Remember what the doctor said… Everybody shoot somebody I’ll see if you will keep on smiling When you’ll taste my fist in your face!!!!!!!!!!!!! Relax, too much aggression is no good Please be calm ‘’lady of the night should calm me… for now’’ Come to me, closer Baby don’t be shy There is nothing wrong about wanting more, well, Love is a disease that keeps us all alive What are we living for? Why do we die? AAAAAAAAAA!!!!! I am human So alone, I am human without a face We are humans tied down to the ground, with a strong urge to fly Everybody shoot somebody Everybody shoot somebody Everybody shoot somebody Everybody shoot somebody
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Love 04:00
Love ‘’ you nothing to hide, these sheets don’t lie… We are in too deep. There is no turning back, yet you seek the way too flee. Why? The collision is here. Embrace me.. ‘’ Look into my eyes and tell me that. The time is cutting away Inside we try to hide but the feeling’s died.. No more, she said, No more will I hide away Within the pleasure they forgot their pain To find the scent of trust they play their game The trail of passion too strong to resist Anxiety has made hunger I can’t believe this is happening. I have longed and dreamed For so long that I can’t tell the difference between reality and dream. A thousand questions filled my mind. Is It all gained or all lost? There is an empty void inside That she needs to fill up There is a trail of passion Between the sheets and us I get a funny feeling inside when I get too close to you, she said, The flame can be lit by a single telephone ring Go ahead and try to hide away from your own lies No more, she said, No more PAIN! Longing Skin Needing Sweat Taste Licking your lips There is a funny feeling inside me There is a funny feeling inside me. NO! There is a funny feeling inside me, it won’t go away am I dreaming? There is an empty void inside That she needs to fill up There is a trail of passion Between the sheets and us Try to hide away From the world outside the bed Try to hide Between the sheets and us We swim through each other around another To feel my love in you
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Inner conflict ‘’ No one must know… not even her. Again all is blurred with numbness. I am two’’. Watching all the dots Swarming down like ants From the utmost top, I feel so alone The room is a mess I’m building up the stress Though I’m more than accepted I feel so alone No one knows No one knows No one knows what I keep inside the mind People are just Rushing through the streets Another traffic jam Another pointless why? My persistency To make personality Is growing constantly Leaving me dry No one knows No one knows No one knows what we keep inside the mind (What’s the matter baby? Are you feeling all right?) Reflection reveals The unseen sickness Startled by not knowing The man who is showing Skin attached to the floor Wondering if I’m pretending But I know I’ll never will Play dead so real (this is all in my mind) No one knows No one knows No one fucking knows The pain I feel now inside I’m wasting my time Thinking of all that could have been I am bleeding I’m falling down into myself again Wishing I’m beside you now I never wanted any other way Feeling like a child Wanting, yearning, Closeness overwhelms me Hold me tighter now Please hush, don’t speak a word Words can only make me remember… No one knows No one knows what I keep now inside of my mind Then I’ll brake Unseen, dying, thoughtless concept I,m Failing, stabbing my self in the back Where I begin lying next to me BREAK ALL THE THINGS YOU LOVE NOW BLOW YOUR CHANCE No one knows No one knows No one knows No one knows No one knows what I keep now inside of my mind What we should do to keep the sanity...
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Hey God! 04:50
Hey God! ‘’Smokey party… In this concrete mountain I feel so high. Just a little more and I will talk to him… maybe HE will know… ‘’ Do you believe in what you see Can you believe in what you see Just believe… Hello God. It’s very nice of you to drop by Sit down, sit down, take a sip of vine and let me see you shine Oh, we are a rough crowd Give us all and we`d like more Please quench our apetites We like to chew things to the bone (you seem much older then I thought or I`m just too dam high) Hey god! See the mankind juggling with their emotions Trust me, it’s easier when you have lack of balls If the mankind made you, they can erase you Come on Big G, sing with me We believe in you We have faith We believe in you Do you believe In us We all need someone to love Someone to hate We all just want to dance all night long Hey big G, something bugs me. Let’s make a deal There’s a nasty competition People need no apparition But the concrete proof in regarding of their faith We all want to know Buda What’s behind the show Krishna Behind the curtain Allah I will be your missionary But it must be scary knowing that I need you, god, but you need me more We all need someone to love Someone to hate We all just want to dance all night long People want an icon, People want to dream People need someone to take their sins away Just to forgive Jesus Christ come show me Jesus Christ come help me Jesus Christ come show me What have you become? Hey! Praise the lord! Praise Jesus! By the power of the green paper god acquire your forgiveness We all know there’s much more than this pitiful life we have on this withered earth So if you want to spend your eternity in comfort and ease, step right up and CASH IN! Jesus Christ come help us We are so small We are so afraid now HALLELUJAH, HALLELUJAH, HALLELUJAH Can you hear us, GOD? We all need someone to love Someone to hate We just want to be confident that there must be something ARE YOU STILL LISTENING GOD? We all need someone to love Someone to hate We need someone to take our sins away We all need someone to love Someone to hate We need someone to take our sins away There is a light, shining so bright We are crippled please make us whole SAVE US, SAVE US, SAVE US DON’T SAVE THEM - SAVE YOURSELF!
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Bleeding consequence ‘’ I will, watch her shine, watch her shining …. Without me I will hear her laugh, hear her laughing without me.’’ Oh it feels like rain, like drops falling down on your skin Like a silent whisper I want you to be Oh to be with you, I know, to take them away With one touch so pure in heart Remember all the smiles that night when we were walking between the trees Every little shine in your eyes Was there to be my light Our arms were led in the same way Where are you, my darling sky Behind the creature lies more than it seems Where are you, it feels colder now Bleeding consequence has sang the last cry When we were pulled down Oh it still pours, it pours it can’t quench the burns Our bodies entwining in the dance The dance of life and the music is you With every tone I feel you more, and more Remember the smiles Remember that night Remember all the things I said The more that I feel, the more I am numb The more I’m astounded the more I’m bored Standing naked in the corners of life Counting the days, watching your skin peel So don’t you hesitate no more, Just say those two words before it really hurts… WAKE UP! ‘’In this room all will remain’’ Where are you, my darling sky Behind the creature lies more than it seems Where are you, it feels colder now Bleeding consequence has sang the last cry When we were pulled down We hurt each other to feel alive With your eyes wide shut In the end, it’s all the same And your bleeding eyes Walk away! There is an empty void that she needs to fill up! Just walk away from me, turn away, run away, just walk away from me. ‘’your voice found a weak spot in my heart, the hidden indelible desire. Every drop of sweat is the place where your fingers are touching me like Strong moves that are taking us through the sighs’’
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Beacon of Hope Hold back the tide The flood will drown me With past memories I’m here by your side You are so close to me I can feel your breath, The same breath that once Was one with mine It is rising up inside Hold back that thought You know that I know What you mean, It is written in your eyes Embracing me with its shine Life is cold Life is silent Life is dead When you are away Life is just A question A longing for A beacon of hope Hold back the tide I know, that it’s maybe never mean to be Unspeakable words create Unknowable thoughts Now it’s hurting I’m burning up inside The flame is unquenchable Forever rising lightened by you I am cold I am silent I am gone When you are away I am just questioning And longing for A beacon of hope You are the sunshine Softly touching my face The beautiful smile Caressing my heart The warmth of your embrace Takes me back To the dream Safely kept inside I now pledge: I will love you Forever I just wish to hold you in my arms A sparkle in your eyes Is telling me that There is hope Deep inside It’s burning And I know I’m yearning I’m waiting for Collision Two hearts collide Two worlds collide Making grey There is hope You are all
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La sonrisa eterna Ese día mis ojos entendieron los tuyos llenos de la tristeza y del dolor. Hay una tormenta dentro de ti. Hablabas de tu vida de tus errores, del dolor y todas las cosas por las que luchaste. Ahora… Hay una tormenta dentro de mí. En mis sueños te llamo tu sonrisa, tu corazón, ojos que ya no puedo ni sentir ni ver. Nunca más. Un día una lágrima de fuego cayó en mi corazón mi alma quemaba del dolor y llevaba todo el calor a tu lado. En mis sueños te llamo tu sonrisa, tu corazón, ojos que ya no puedo ni sentir ni ver. Nunca más. “Nunca imaginé que te fuese a extrañar tanto. Tus ojos llenos de amor. Estés donde estés, estás a mi lado. Dejaste el rastro en mi corazón, tu sonrisa sincera tu sonrisa eterna”
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As life silences us ‘’ I shouldn’t have taken the wheel. ‘’ Why god? Why does it have to be this way? Why her? Why not me? Why? Underneath the silky white sheet I make out your face another red dot puts the end to poet’s words as life silences us. All hope has grown wings and flown away I am to blame (Between the sheets and us) Another drop falls, unnoticed in the pouring rain, as we stand paralyzed We have no idea what we have until it’s gone Why God? I should be in that bed. I should be picked up for this. I should be dying, not her, oh, this is not happening! This is all a dream This must be a dream But the pain is so real Pulled down by the weight of life She breathes no more Under the weight of life we are So weak and small Pulled down by the weight of life She breathes no more Under the weight of life we are So weak and small Sit down The doctor’s words have pushed me into trance This pain I couldn’t bare Leaving me with just a memory And to wonder What could have been? If you are here to hear the news of our unborn child THIS WORLD IS NOTHING WITHOUT YOU WHY must death come so soon It’s always too soon There is no god, there is no fate, there is no world Just nothingness There is no god, there is no fate, there is no world, there’s nothing Pulled down by the weight of life She breathes no more Under the weight of life we are So weak and small I cannot look into my eyes And see what I’ve done We are too weak and the flesh is frail And torn apart …… now We are all already dead
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Antidote 07:59
Antidote ‘’ Now that she is gone, I have no will to carry on. No more numbness….just pain’’ ’’Picking up the pieces of time past All that was, and all the wounds will never mend, All that should be is torn asunder. I’m trying harder, but whom to turn to, when she was all, when she is now gone? After all that has been, after all the hiding, the trying, the fighting, the lying, and the pain forms a wall, and it forms a mask, forms sweet duality. Behind, I hide. Building an urge to seek for comfort, unborn god and unnamed religion. Seeking for shreds of memory that I left inside. I bleed I fall I know Some things will never change The more I tend to rise The more I crave to fall Every night the dream is the same I long to stay in the velvet sleep Never again to feel The pain of awakening Now I sit alone Like a cold and bitter stone Waiting for a sign In the desert of denial Still feeling the pain, the pain reappears visions of two springs collide never before to fell the ache of wondering The pain won’t seize to end I got to find the remedy Seeking what I cannot find nor Grasp, and it’s puling me Down, down into that trip again Hallo baby, it’s good to see you here Sit down, grab a drink, stay for a night. I know it’s too fast and strange but Sit back, enjoy the ride. What’s that? Come on, but just don’t stop Believing that it’s true Hold me, sorry, I don’t feel a thing I’m feeling sadder and sadder No! I need to be happy, Or just to feel depressed again? Wondering where you are I wish to be with you Still I love you so A silent cry in the night Will be wept unheard, again I bleed I fall I know Some things will never change The more I tend to rise The more I crave to fall Burn it away, take it away, Fake it away, it’s ticking away Feel the need to pretend I’m behind the mask, I’m behind the wall Always fighting between my selves Regretting all I have and haven’t ever done Every night the dream is the same I long to stay in the velvet sleep Never again to feel The pain of awakening As the city lights still flicker down below With all its glorious insignificant glow One light is slowly fading away And no one knows No one should know that ‘’Still I love you so’’ A silent cry in the night Will be left unheard…

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released September 1, 2011

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Organized Chaos Belgrade, Serbia

Organized chaos is a progressive metal band from Belgrade, Serbia. Their music is a mixture of different melodies, forms and orchestrations which unconventionally combine modern progressive metal with different musical styles like funk, classical music, latino, hip-hop. ... more

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